It sure has been a long time since I've been here. There is a lot to catch up on. I'm not sure what pulled me away from the blog other than being busy with life. Some people might think that the blog helped me heal and that I didn't need it anymore. I don't think I will ever heal from Andrianna's passing, time does not heal all wounds.

I was blessed with a beautiful daughter on April 3, 2010. If she wasn't here, I don't think I would be. She gives me every reason to live. Prior to Andi's passing Andi told me she would bring me a baby, a baby girl. I truly believe that somehow she had a hand in this but I'm not sure how. I suppose anything is possible.

On the most recent anniversary of Andi's passing, my daughter Claire Andi had many questions about her cousin's passing. I didn't know how to answer because how is a 3 year old supposed to even begin to understand the concept of death? I tried to be as honest as possible. She asked me how Andi died. She asked me where she was. She asked me if I missed her. She told me she missed her too. She asked if Andi knows about her and thinks about her. She asked if she could go to where Andi lives because she thought a kiss from her would wake her up and bring her back. ( She loves Snow White and this is how Snow White came back to life of course). She takes so much to heart and just wants to help everywhere she can. Just like Andi did.